AN INTERROGATION OF THE "REAL" IN ALL ITS GUISES
Hamm: What's happening?
Clov: Something is taking its course.
Beckett
Sunday, 20 February 2022
when the moment
Tuesday, 8 February 2022
we swam in stars
we swam in stars
along the rocky shore
and looking saw
so much more
than galaxies in
an endless sky
in our eyes
we saw possibility
remember breathless
night beneath the canopy
beneath a warm embrace
our hearts raced to
be one
we fell forever
into memory
Sunday, 6 February 2022
Wednesday, 19 January 2022
time will lift us
snowflakes in the wind
never back here again
and time will lift us
higher than the sky
to soar, to die, goodbye
they're all fictions
these escapes
scraped together dictions
sustain us in the night
secretly fighting
shadowland
to live just once
upon the grassy plain
to strain against the
brightest yellow sun
ah life embodied
sweep me with your
starry eye
to soar, to die, goodbye
Wednesday, 12 January 2022
what you are given (more a diatribe than a poem)
what you are given is not the Way
but it is your mother's or father's
a church, mosque, or synagogue's
a culture and an era
who in turn received it from another
there is no "way" but the Way
the philosopher was right to say
it cannot be named
but this is inconvenient
so we grasp our little "ways"
and perish never having
known it
except in briefly flashing
moments of illumination
Monday, 20 December 2021
time will tell
time will tell
a many-chaptered story
in which characters
fade in and out
flash like fiery sparks
on a dark summer night
and those with sight will
see
but me?
oh turner of pages
rememberer of tales
i grow old
with whitened hair
wrapped against the cold
snow beating hard my
thin glass illumined by
a meagre flame
twice wrapped against
a childhood shame
whispering not
divine names to
warm an aching heart
i have my own chapters
so old..
they can't be told
Monday, 15 November 2021
i will sit
i will sit at the sun-blurred window
as naked branches dance in the wind
with thoughts of warmer days
(and memory of warmer ways)
the year is ending without you
here by the sun-blurred glass
alone with my many-chaptered reveries
first love of my childhood self
last thought in a gray-wreathed head
Monday, 8 November 2021
who can forget
who can forget
the lights upon an
endless water
wrapped in dark and
fairy tales by the
endless grassy fields
who can forget
music on a
green hill where
children play and
secret trails run through
mossy trees
summer has turned to fall
and left us with
so many
memories
Wednesday, 27 October 2021
Fall into these arms
Wednesday, 20 October 2021
Autumn Wind
Saturday, 16 October 2021
Exhale October night
Thursday, 14 October 2021
The Convent
Sunday, 4 April 2021
how we ran
how we ran on
smiling feet
over fresh cut fields
breathing sunny air of youth
and now dear cousin
you’re broke in half
(with my heart)
as death comes
from inside to
wipe away your smile
how can that
immortal light fade
from your eyes?
how can your feet
be stilled?
Sunday, 21 February 2021
i remember
round-eyed world
endless green
blue-streamed days and
starry nights
to return
oh to return
from these grey
whiskered days
my youth
oh my youth
has gone away
Tuesday, 12 January 2021
reach through
reach through
the thinnest veil
transparent to
your smiles and
glowing white teeth
in a suntanned
summer face
we embraced
each other there
where the old
ways touched
our ears
how strong
your arms!
how healthy in decay
before day
breaks this revelry..
a gift?
a warning or presage?
i miss you,
either way