AN INTERROGATION OF THE "REAL" IN ALL ITS GUISES
Hamm: What's happening?
Clov: Something is taking its course.
Beckett
Tuesday, 31 December 2024
L'avenir n'est pas un souvenir
Sunday, 29 December 2024
On the word OM
OM is fundamentally an orientation/position of profound gratitude.
All living beings lose the essence of their life properties eventually: this is defined by the particular configuration of the atoms and molecules in their body and around them that enable life functioning. Once this configuration (really configurations) is disrupted, the descending OM begins.
The beginning of the OM is of course the first moments of existence, i.e. the particular configuration manifested in the post-contact reality of egg and sperm, pollen and germ cell. Note, this says absolutely nothing at all about the moral status of such a configuration, merely that this is the first utterance of the OM. This is true of every living being.
Taken from The Treatise on Other Spiritual Wisdom, Gilla Artenis
Friday, 17 May 2024
touched
Tuesday, 27 February 2024
promise me
Sunday, 11 February 2024
oh my earth
in my final moments
let me be light
let me soar the starry sky
my earth, oh my earth
i leave you by
returning
will i ever see again?
no, oh no
as long as the
end of time
Wednesday, 15 November 2023
all life is a day
Sunday, 27 August 2023
Dear Me
Monday, 24 April 2023
the dead see
Monday, 17 April 2023
Reawakening
Life, for me, has been an oscillation between poetry and prose, unconscious and conscious existence. I suspect it's the same for many people, in its own way. Lately I've been able to cultivate a vision of the world, only in part, in which I see everything around me as if I was a soul returned to a body. How would you -feel-, how would you -see-, if you had one last chance to see the world after having lost everything to that eternal night of slumber? Can you find it within yourself to see the world as if having lost it?
Saturday, 17 September 2022
There will be a reckoning
Tuesday, 28 June 2022
a night of revelry
a night of revelry
laughter, flashing eyes
clinking glass
fire in our bellies
then fade the setting summer sun
fade the waking eye to
dream upon a dream
hello dawn with
sandy throat
encrusted bloodshot eye
footstep like a
pebble in a shoe
"the morning after"
heavy as a leather jacket
tonight's new party
a farewell to friends
pour the blood-red wine
bringer of jollity and
open doors
the never-ending
celebration of life
before the passage of
another day
Monday, 30 May 2022
motorcycle narcissus
Wednesday, 19 January 2022
time will lift us
snowflakes in the wind
never back here again
and time will lift us
higher than the sky
to soar, to die, goodbye
they're all fictions
these escapes
scraped together dictions
sustain us in the night
secretly fighting
shadowland
to live just once
upon the grassy plain
to strain against the
brightest yellow sun
ah life embodied
sweep me with your
starry eye
to soar, to die, goodbye
Wednesday, 12 January 2022
what you are given (more a diatribe than a poem)
what you are given is not the Way
but it is your mother's or father's
a church, mosque, or synagogue's
a culture and an era
who in turn received it from another
there is no "way" but the Way
the philosopher was right to say
it cannot be named
but this is inconvenient
so we grasp our little "ways"
and perish never having
known it
except in briefly flashing
moments of illumination
Friday, 11 September 2020
the star
the star is so bright tonight
glowing like an angel
before the fall
she heard me call
indifferent to the endless
space between us,
my new name a
shame to hear
shallow, she said
like an iron hoe
against a rock
and i in shock
at a word from an
angel's mouth
a light falling from
a heaven
burning through my spine
kindness
compassion
an eye upon the heart
have all turned dark
beneath the falling star,
a god only knows
how far
Friday, 7 February 2020
the spirit of death
tinged with fearful
anticipation of permanence
spins about me today like a
dust devil
promising dissolution
nothing
questions and curiosities
about our nature
whispering:
"you cease to exist"
but here i am
only knowing existence
"they meditate on
celestial kingdoms
but there are none"
i've seen
the green rolling hills of
Other-where
"there is a doubt"
i'm flesh and blood
"soon not even that"
i know
"your name as the faded
graves you've visited
forgotten and desolate"
what's in a name?
"as arbitrary as life"
i should rejoice in it
"yes try to forget"
live in the moment
"the end comes
irresistibly regardless"
leave me alone
let me forget
"you've seen my face"
i've seen it and know
"your clarity is a
gnawing worm"
i've seen
Other things
"they are fanciful visions"
i will ignore them no longer
the spirit left me then
not with its usual laughter
carrying a spear
its tip encasing a
black vacuum
disappointed or
indifferent